i totally lack time, opportunity and especially skills to realize ideas
and i don't like my gallery anymore but can't handle the effort to create a new one 'aww
right now, i'm really frustrated!

i can't help myself
i'm lacking of inspiration




shit.fuck.jesus.

despite all my rage i am still just a rat in a cage
then someone will say what is lost can never be saved.

Yesterday I drank a little too much sparkling wine and felt kind of sick but now I'm feeling alright again
Tried out my new, already totally beloved cam and it's sooooo cool even though I don't know anything about all the artsy pro-adjustments you can make ^^. I actually only pretend to do some cool art-stuff and hope noone notices but now I got a good cam to show off ^^
Nah..ok..I do my utmost but I'm not uber-talented...but hey, maybe a new - and especially better - cam gives my "talent" wings X)
Hope so

it's christmas soon and I'll be turning 19 o_O
hopefully, I'll get some cool present stuff...especially a new cam...would be great XD
mine is not bad but sucks at makro and portrait stuff -.-'
well, well..we'll see